On the other side of the Glass
Traffic
jams in urban cities are the most dreadful things, especially when you are
running late. But, these jams narrate their own story, and this is one such
story.
On a
very normal day, sitting in the passenger seat of a very ordinary cab, reading
a historical novel, I was waiting for the hideous traffic to get cleared up.
Finished a page... finished 2 pages... Finished 5 pages… I had barely moved 5
inches!!
Frustrated
I looked out. Cars, honking two-wheelers, trucks… there was no end. I sighed.
Disapproving, I went back to my reading. Soon afterwards, I heard a soft tap on
my window. A woman was standing outside my taxi asking for money. But I saw, a
woman not asking for money, but a helpless person, humbled down by the
cruelness of fate, scarce of hope. I took few notes from my purse and gave it
to her. It put a smile to her face.
Next
day, I got stuck in the same traffic. I opened my book and started reading. A
rap woke me up from my reverie. The same woman was standing outside. I pulled a
little money from my purse and gave it to her. But she returned it and left.
Confused, I called her. She obediently came.
“Why did
you return the money?” I asked.
“I had
taken the money from you yesterday also, Madam. I can’t take it today too”, was
her reply.
“Why
not?”
“Yesterday
you lent me money, because I had asked you to. But today, you are lending
because, you are feeling pity”
My first
thought was of disapproval. But then, what did I feel for her? Why was I
giving her money? If it wasn’t pity, then what else? I was left without words.
Every
few days, when we met, she would wave a soft “hello”. On one such day, when she
passed by, I called her and gave her a few loaves of bread. She hesitated, but
I insisted. She took with the big expression of gratitude on her face.
At the
beginning of this story, I said traffic jams were dreadful. I take it back.
It’s unbearable, especially when the skies decide to give you a shower. I
wanted to reach office early, but now, I was running late and the icing on the
cake formed the heavy downpour and my umbrella, safely resting in my house. I
decided to call my supervisor, when, I heard a sharp rap on the window. I
looked up, to see the excited face of my new friend. She was carrying a child.
“This is
my baby son. I wanted him to see you”, she said in ecstatic voice.
The
little boy was peering through the foggy window, trying to locate my face.
I rolled
down the window and waved. He turned and hugged his mom. She laughed.
”Where
are your friends? How come you are not with them?” I teased him.
The
mother answered. “He doesn't have any friend’s madam. He will be with me most
of the time, while I roam asking people for money”.
“But in
this weather?”
‘It’s
fine madam. We never have the privilege of having an umbrella over our heads”,
she said.
The
signal turned green and my taxi started to move. Both the mother and her boy
waved goodbye.
Life is
really not the same as read in historical novels.
It is
strange though, all this time, when she wanted money, I had them. But today,
she was in need of an umbrella and I didn't have.
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